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Record A (with additions from Cycle 20) from the estate of Elisabeth Vreede

First degree

It has been said many times that the symbols and rituals of our temple are not created arbitrarily, but have a deep connection with cosmic constellations and correspond to laws that can only be revealed to us slowly and gradually. They are handed down from century to century from the mysteries of the most ancient times, so that they may serve as the right channels for the spiritual currents that the wise masters of the East pour over us. They cannot, therefore, possibly be explained or understood in an esoteric way.

One of the most important symbols is the three flames that stand on the altars of the East, South and West, and to which our attention should be drawn first of all. In these we should see the symbols of wisdom, beauty and strength. First, let us examine whether we can find these symbols in the human being itself.

Where, we ask, is wisdom to be found in the human form? Outwardly it is not to be found there, but hidden very deeply within the form, and in such a way that it is not adapted to this form at the present stage of development. It does not form a unified whole in it. This form was first conceived entirely spiritually, and everything that arose during the Saturn, Sun and Moon states was permeated by that perfect wisdom in which we feel the high hierarchies, the creators of our being, are at work. But we already know that during the evolution of the earth, entities penetrated our bodies and disturbed their connection, so that the various elements of our being do not fit together as they should have done according to the intention of the gods. What is meant by this disorder is brilliantly expressed in the words that Lucifer speaks to man when he wants to seduce him: “Your eyes will be opened, and you will distinguish good from evil.” The “eyes” here stand only as representatives of the sense organs in general, for it was never intended that the senses should be active as they are now. Under Lucifer's influence, the senses work differently than they would otherwise. Yes, outwardly they would not be there at all, however strange that may sound. The eye that we use today to see the external world was originally not designed to see at all. Vision and hearing were placed in man, but these powers were not meant to go out through the eye or the ear, but were to remain within. Every time they used their eyes, people would have become aware of their eyes, but would not have seen things externally. Man should become aware of the activity of seeing; he should, as it were, catch himself earlier in his seeing than only outside with the objects.

This is just one example of the disorder that has been wreaked by Lucifer in the outer form of the physical body. Not a single one of the other bodies or sheaths is properly arranged (integrated) either. The bodies have not completely penetrated each other, and as a result, each limb has a part that is, as it were, left to its own devices and that has its own inner life that is not grasped by consciousness. That part, for example, of the physical body that is not properly penetrated by the etheric body is where the sense organs are located, and that is where they have their present form. Without this part, not permeated by the etheric, the whole sensual world, which now lies spread out before us, would not exist. Man would only feel active, weaving will; he would actively experience the sensory world. The etheric body has, as it were, been pushed back from the sense organs, and thus something has entered into them that belongs only to the sensory world.

The astral body does not penetrate the etheric body in the right way either, and in our physical body, for example, this results in crying. As soon as a person cries so that this strange salty liquid comes out of his eyes, there is an predominance of the etheric body (over the astral body). The same is the case with all glandular secretions; the secretions are the expression of the preponderance, the disturbed equilibrium. Thus one experiences how powerfully the consequences of the temptations of Lucifer reveal themselves to the clairvoyant.

Only when we, as human beings, have transformed our bodies over time, through the power of our inner will, into what they were originally intended for, only then will we be imbued with the wisdom that will create us as perfect and at the same time self-confident instruments of divine deeds.

It is different with beauty, which finds its full expression in the outer human form. In the hands one finds the symbol of beauty, and indeed completely there, where they rise as outstretched hands, so that the head forms the center. If you immerse yourself in the feeling of hands reaching towards the sky and follow the line from hand to arm, you will experience beauty radiating from the hands themselves.

The purpose of the hand is to be beautiful, not to be strong. The arm may be strong and muscular, but towards the bottom it tapers into the hand, which strives for beauty. When we consider the many ways in which we can call hands “beautiful”, whether they are folded in prayer or stretched out one by one, raised up in prayer as if to the high beings above us, imploring help - we always find beauty in them, the hand as a symbol of beauty. With every hand movement, we should be aware that it should symbolize beauty, that it should never serve any other purpose than to express the inner beauty of our being.

Strength is symbolized in what is opposite of the hands, namely the feet. People may have a mental image of the foot as a “beautiful” appendage of their body. They may be proud of having small, delicate feet; the occultist will never find anything “beautiful” in the feet; for him, they are the symbol of strength. The feet must be able to carry the whole body; and if you look at them from this point of view, you will realize the strength that must rest in the foot, in this tiny, narrow part of the body, on which the whole body must find its support.

Thus we find in the human form these three important symbols, which are mentioned in occultism as “the three world mothers”, as Goethe also calls them in his “Faust”.

Note B

We see here the flames on the altars, which represent wisdom, beauty and strength. These are very deep symbols that we can also find in people.

Where can wisdom be found in the human form? It cannot be found on the outside, it is hidden within the form, and in such a way that it is not adapted to today's stage of development, so that the form does not form a cohesive whole. Wisdom can be depicted as follows:

It is different with beauty, which finds its full expression in human hands when they are raised in an outstretched position, with the head forming the center. In the hands one finds the symbol of beauty, and this is represented as follows:

The purpose of the hand is to be beautiful, not to be strong. The arm may be strong and muscular, but at the bottom it tapers into the beauty-tending form of the human hand.

Strength is found in the opposite of the hands, in the feet. No one who is an occultist will see anything beautiful in the feet, and anyone who wants to see something beautiful in them in their ordinary lives will see nothing but a caricature of beauty. The feet represent power or strength, and they must be able to carry the whole body. This is represented as follows:

Thus we find in the human form these three important symbols, which are mentioned in occultism, the “three world mothers,” which Goethe also mentions in his “Faust.”

In earlier meetings, we emphasized the greater importance of spiritual activity compared to acting in the world. It is of importance for the whole world when a person processes a lot spiritually, because this shows after death. We can go further in this and ask ourselves how we relate to the hierarchies in the future, especially in relation to our relationship with them after death. When we pass through the gate of death after our physical life, after we have worked on our progress here on earth and on the transformation of our bodies, we give the part of our etheric body that we have transformed to an angelic being as his tribute, which he waits for and to which he is entitled. This tribute, this part, is radiated by the angel and made subservient to the succeeding generations of men, whereby the thoughts of inventions and progress in general are propagated and can come to light. If this did not happen, if people did not work on the transformation of their etheric bodies, but instead occupied themselves exclusively with the vanities of the physical plane, then the world would become very lonely and ultimately perish.

The results achieved in the transformation of the astral body are handed over to an archangel after death, who in turn radiates them to other people. These transferred powers of our astral bodies are so delicate and hidden that only from the occult can one point out how this happens. For example, Paracelsus lived from 1493 to 1541 and died, after having worked tremendously hard on his astral body through the many experiences he had undergone, in the prime of life in his forty-eighth year. The processed power of his astral body was transferred to Goethe by the archangels in what was for him such a significant forty-eighth year of life, when a whole new period of life began for him, when, for example, he reworked Faust and fathomed many secrets.

He added “Prologue to Heaven” to his “Faust”, whereby “Faust”, instead of being just the story of an individual, is linked to the whole of human development.

Now only the ego remains to be considered. Its inherent power, especially in very strong individualities, is also transferred to one of the archai, who uses it after long periods of time to allow new powers to descend into humanity. This is what happens in the spiritual realm after death.

But in the line of inheritance that passes through the generations from father to son, grandson and so on, the hierarchies also work, and it is the spirits of form that form the physical body, the spirits of movement that bring about the etheric body, and the spirits of wisdom that give shape to the astral body. But through these effects alone, no bodies would be possible, only the possibilities for the formation of the bodies. To shape these, there must be a collaboration between the thrones and the spirits of form, whereby the nascent body is given strength. Likewise, the cherubim must work together with the spirits of movement and the seraphim with the spirits of wisdom for the realization of the etheric and astral bodies: form and power must work together. Now only the I remains; this descends from the spiritual world when its bodies or sheaths have been prepared by the higher hierarchies, which have to work with the lower matter so that it serves the I as a temple.

The three flames of the candles are expressed in the following symbolic signs (these are also incorporated into the human body):

(The flame of the East represents wisdom.) The human body looks like this because it is not yet fully formed.

Beauty

Man has beauty expressed in hands raised up, head centered, this symbol.

Strength human feet

Jachin: He strengthens me.
Boaz: In him is my strength.

1. This figure is a meditation aid.

2. The three?

3. The sign for the three mothers

The three worlds in the microcosm are represented by the three signs.

1. The symbol of wisdom is invisibly present in every human being.

2. Hands, the head in the middle – beauty.

3. Feet – strength

Record E by Alice Kinkel

The most important thing for a person is to work on themselves so that they can then give what they have acquired to the beings of the hierarchies, who enable their development through sacrifice. The hierarchy of angels, archangels, and archai comes first in this regard, the hierarchy that gives to us continually.

Everything that a person has worked into his etheric body, he can give to the angel. The gift of angels is given so that inventions, spiritual things, and so on, can occur to people for posterity.

To the archangels, the human being hands over everything that he has worked into his astral body. This then works for an entire nation.

What he has worked out in his ego, he hands over to the Zeitgeist or to the archai.

The physical form of the human being, he hands it over to the spirits of form.

The form of the etheric body goes to the spirits of movement.

The form of the astral body goes to the spirits of wisdom.

The I itself, soon after it has given up its part to the spirit of time, unites with the spirits of will, so that it could integrate itself into everything.

The etheric body belongs to the cherubim, the astral body to the seraphim, and the I descends itself as J.CH., as Jesus Christ!

Paracelsus was an individuality who could give in this way. Everything he had worked into his astral body up to the age of forty-eight, up to his death, he gave to the archangel, and then he (through the archangel) had an effect on Goethe. He has so tremendously changed and advanced Goethe from the age of forty-eight. (Much more was said about Paracelsus and his life on earth.)

What was given here in Berlin in December 1911 was given in Munich in 1911.

This last drawing was given in Munich like this:

After the I has surrendered its acquisitions to the Zeitgeist, the I has fulfilled its mission, done its duty.

Record F

Three flames on our three altars: that on the altar of the East signifies wisdom, that on the altar of the South, beauty, and that on the altar of the West, strength.

All progress is based on the three principles. Where do we find them in the microcosm? There is little of wisdom in man - there is no limb that man has not corrupted - but it is invisibly present. Where is the symbol of beauty? The hand, and the symbol of occultism has always been the raised hands, with the head in between.

The foot cannot be the symbol of beauty. If someone wanted to elevate the foot to something beautiful, it would be comical in the context of occultism. The foot is the symbol of strength. A weakly formed foot arouses pity.

There are, so to speak, two lines that determine the human being: a material line, which is the line of inheritance, and a spiritual line. Through the material line the form is imparted, the spirits of form work on it. So that this form does not become rigid, the spirits of movement are needed; so that the limbs have the right measure and relationship to one another: the spirits of wisdom.

Only that has value that one has acquired for oneself. After death, angels take that which the etheric body has acquired and distribute the spirit-matter contained therein to others in need. The archangels take possession of the work of the astral body, the archai of the work of the I. It is the task of the thrones, cherubim, and seraphim to shape the substance in the right way. – What Paracelsus had acquired in his astral body when he died at the age of forty-eight was handed over to Goethe by an archangel. This is why we find in the latter, at this age, the desire to present “Faust” to the world.

Notes by Camilla Wandrey

The reason why there is no ceremony at the meetings of our occult brotherhood in the days from December 24 to January 6, the day of the Epiphany of Christ, no ceremony takes place at the meetings of our occult brotherhood is because those whom we call the “wise masters of the East” withdraw to the sanctuary during this time to gather their strength, which they then give to both all of humanity and our occult brotherhood with renewed vigor. When we surround ourselves with all the symbols that we encounter in our occult temple, we must always remember that we are not dealing with imaginative things, but with something very real: we should feel within the walls of our temple that with these symbols surrounding us, the forces of the wise masters of the East are flowing to us. When we look up to those who have guided us, the whole of human development from the very beginning of the world, through the development of Saturn, Sun, Moon, to the development of the Earth, to our present time, we turn in prayer, seeking help for our present development to those whom we call “Brothers of the Past”. And so we pray:

Brothers of the Past...

As we look up to those who are currently guiding us spiritually, we pray:

Brothers of the Present...

And those who will be the guides of humanity in the future, we address as:

Brothers of the Future...

As we say our prayers, we look at the three lights that are lit before us. From the altar of the East, in the light that is lit there, wisdom shines for us; from the altar of the South, strength; and from the altar of the West, beauty. In all the mysteries, it was known that what we see in these lights is the basis of all human progress. But the one who spoke these three words as Master knew that they do not have their true meaning in the physical plane, that what we ignite in our souls here at our meetings is only a reflection that is brought to us from the spiritual world.

The wisdom that radiates back to us from the altar of the East in the kindled flame as a mirror image, we find in its true essence on the astral plane. It can only be found on the astral plane. In us human beings it is reflected as the truth of thinking.

If a person really makes an effort to penetrate to the wisdom of the world in their thinking – not in a pantheistic sense, but in such a way that they perceive the workings of the world spirit, which has created the smallest and the greatest in our physical world with wisdom, which reigns in a green flower petal and in all the great and majestic things surrounding us. Only in this highest sense may we speak of “wisdom.” What is called “wisdom” in science is not such; wiser is the one who looks out into the world and sees in every plant a wisdom-filled imprint of the creating God. This can be done by the most naive mind.

If we now bear in mind that we are always surrounded by this spirit of the world, then we also know that we stand before it as we truly are, not as we want to appear before the world, through dishonesty and untruthfulness. In the higher worlds, there is nothing that could hide our vices from us. There we stand completely abandoned by all that we would like to surround ourselves with here as deception. Lies, deception, dishonesty have no access to this world. There are no words for them there, since these qualities do not exist there. And if a person is really so bad that he brings no good qualities from his incarnation into the higher worlds, he would not even enter the lower Devachan, but would have to re-embody himself as soon as possible. Therefore, before he can ascend, man must discard his vices in Kamaloka, because only good is received in the higher worlds; there is no evil there. What man has worked out as good and true is received there; he takes up his bad qualities, desires, passions and faults again as his karma, which he must work off. The second flame is an image of the true beauty that dwells in the lower Devachan plan and radiates into people as true piety. The truly pious soul power looks up into the sky and looks at the stars as an expression of the divine spiritual beings weaving behind them, and the deepest piety penetrates through such a soul. And at sunset, it feels: Yes, now the sun is sinking, darkness is setting in – but in this darkness another sun can rise, shining brighter and more radiantly than the physical sun. The soul can rise, the midnight sun. So we must learn to think, to feel in every moment, that what radiates down from the spiritual world is felt here as true piety, and lives there in Devachan as beauty. But this is something different from what is called “beauty” on earth. This “true beauty” of the devachanic world is hidden from us as if by a veil. We do not see it until we have prepared ourselves through true devotion, through true purity, through absolute truth here on earth, to see it in its splendor up there in devachan. Everything we believe we see as “beauty” before we are worthy to enter this sphere of beauty, what we may see as angelic figures, as sublime images – that is all deception. This transforms into ugliness when we conquer deception. We only come to true beauty through true devotion.

It may happen that a person, through special circumstances between death and birth, has truly seen this beauty – even if he himself was not pure. Through this, he has received such strong powers that in a new incarnation he is able to weave a garment for himself that surrounds him with radiant beauty. But that is not the truth, that is a lie. He appears before the eyes of the world in this radiant beauty, but those who can see behind it know that it is the work of the devil. There are many such people now - outwardly beautiful people - but inwardly they are all the uglier, more evil, worse.

It could also be that a person who was quite developed in a previous incarnation then came into contact with black magic due to certain circumstances. Such a person is now very much exposed to all kinds of errors. He may believe that he sees wonderful angelic figures – from his memories of his earlier stage of development he weaves a magnificent garment of beauty for them – but in reality they are devilish entities.

The third flame, the flame of strength, has its shadow on earth as active virtue, as morality in the exercise of the will. This flame is at home in the higher Devachan. Only the person who develops these qualities can hope to penetrate into this higher Devachan. — The higher worlds reject everything that does not belong in them. All egoism, vanity, ambition, timidity, fearfulness cannot enter. Man must learn to see that these qualities are great stupidities.

A truly pious person always feels surrounded by the World Spirit, he feels secure in it – how can he be afraid? How can he harbor vanity or ambition in his soul?

Nevertheless, there is a great danger, especially for those who have already progressed, received certain occult truths and are allowed to pass them on. It is very easy for a feeling of personal veneration, even worship, to arise among his listeners. He must completely free himself of this, so that the qualities that had already been cast off do not reappear. He must keep as the deepest secret within himself what flows to him from the higher worlds. If he is completely free of the longing for adoration and so on, then recognition will flow down to him from the higher worlds as strength.

In all the mystery centers, the student would recite these words as his creed:

Wisdom, Beauty, Strength.

Notes B by Lonise Clason

First and Second Degree

The three flames that shine on the altars signify: wisdom, beauty, strength.

In all occult associations, the deep significance of these three principles has been known and it has been known that all progress is based on them.

1. When man on the physical plane endeavors to penetrate to the truth of thinking, he will notice that it flows to him as wisdom from the astral plane. The wisdom that is at home on the astral plane casts its shadow on the physical plane as the truth of thought. Therefore, we should be careful not to speak of wisdom in any other sense than in this highest sense, to apply it, for example, to material knowledge. On the other hand, a very simple, naive person can be “wise” who sees in a green flower petal the beneficent work of the deity.

2. The second flame symbolizes beauty: it is at home in the lower Devachan and finds its shadow image on the physical plane in true piety. But this is different from what is understood by beauty on earth. Those who want to get to know this beauty must be pure and true. Those who lie will not be allowed here, because lying would appear here as ugliness.

Now it could be that a person who was quite developed in a previous existence has now, due to some circumstances, come to black magic. Such a person is exposed to error: he can believe he sees wonderful angelic forms, from his memories he weaves a magnificent garment of beauty for them - but in truth they are hideous, devilish entities.

3. The third flame, strength, has its shadow image on earth in active virtue. It is at home in the higher Devachan plan. There is no virtue there, for the simple reason that there is no vice, no evil, because that is not allowed there. That is why a person must first go through Kamaloka after his death, cleanse himself of his desires and passions before he can enter Devachan; because only the good that he has worked for in life is accepted here. If he then progresses to a new existence, his desires and passions will reunite with him so that he can work them off as karma in a new existence. Now there is the possibility that someone is completely bad, that he brings nothing good from an existence. Such a person does not enter Devachan at all, but soon passes from the astral plane to a new existence.

How does a person attain the virtue that allows him to enter the Devachan plan? If he conquers his egotism above all, that is, his ambition, vanity, timidity, fearfulness. The truly pious person is always surrounded by the World Spirit and can never be timid. He will also soon realize that vanity and ambition are great foolishness on the higher planes.

Nevertheless, there is a certain difficulty for those who have already progressed a little, who receive certain occult truths and are allowed to share them with their fellow human beings. It is easy for the feeling of personal veneration and worship to arise among these listeners, and this can lead him to awaken these qualities, which he thought he had discarded, despite his higher level. He must completely free himself from this, and keep more and more of the revelations as his deepest secret. Then recognition from the higher worlds will descend upon him in the form of strength.

The three flames that shine on our altars signify: wisdom, beauty, strength.

All occult associations recognize them as the basis for all progress.

Firstly: When man on the physical plane strives to penetrate to the truth of thought, he will notice that it flows to him as wisdom from the astral plane. The wisdom that is at home in the astral plane casts its shadow into the physical world as the truth of thought. Therefore, we should be careful not to speak of wisdom in any other than this highest sense, not to apply it to material knowledge, for example. On the other hand, a naive person can be wise who sees the beneficent work of the deity in a green flower petal.

The second flame symbolizes beauty. This is at home in the lower devachan plan and finds its shadow image on the physical plane in true piety. But this is different from what is called beauty on earth. Those who want to see this beauty must be pure and true. (A liar would not be admitted here, because lying would appear here as ugliness.) Now it is possible that a person who was [relatively] developed in a previous existence might now, due to some circumstances, have come to black magic. Such a person is now very much exposed to error; he can believe that he sees wonderful angelic figures; from his memories he weaves a magnificent garment for them; but in truth they are hideous, devilish entities.

The third flame: Strength has its earthly reflection in active virtue. It is at home in the higher devachan plan. There is no vice there, simply because there is no evil there; that is not allowed there. That is why a person must first pass through Kamaloka after his death before he can enter devachan. For only the good that he has worked for in life is accepted here. When he then moves on to a new existence, his desires will reunite with him so that he can work off his karma in a new existence. Now there is the possibility that someone is completely bad, that he brings nothing good with him from an existence. Such a person does not enter Devachan at all, but passes from the astral plane to a new existence.

How does a person acquire this active virtue? Above all, he must conquer his egoism, that is, his ambition, vanity, timidity, fearfulness. A truly pious person always feels surrounded by the World Spirit and cannot be timid. He will also soon realize that vanity and ambition are great foolishness on the higher planes.

Nevertheless, there is a certain difficulty for those who have already progressed, received certain occult truths and are allowed to pass them on to their fellow human beings. It is very easy for the feeling of personal veneration, even worship, to arise among his listeners. He must completely free himself from this, always lock away in his innermost being as the deepest secret what flows to him from higher worlds. Then the recognition from the spiritual worlds will not fail to materialize, but will trickle down to him in the form of strength.

Many of us who constantly absorb spiritual truths without being able to pass them on have wondered whether this is not a spiritual enjoyment that draws his strength from other things instead of making it useful for his fellow human beings. This is not the case: those who can absorb so much spiritual truth within themselves do a great deal for all of humanity when they allow these realities to take effect on them with true devotion. There is an occult law: everything material is destroyed by enjoyment, everything spiritual is only born with enjoyment.

Just as the plant, when it has reached the fruit, must entrust its seed to the earth again in order to continue to live - so people must be there to receive the spiritual truths. And those who receive revelations from the higher worlds should examine themselves very carefully to see if they are allowed to pass on the truths they have received, and always regard it as karma and pay attention to whether karma calls them to do so. If you still enjoy sharing spiritual truths, then it is better to refrain from doing so. But if it is associated with pain, if your heart's blood is attached to it, then you may confidently do so; it will bring blessings. Even the books of external science are only of value if they are born out of suffering and pain. Those who have not gone through misery and suffering should not write books. They would do better to read a good book in the quiet of their room than to write a bad one. The spiritual truths gained are of more use than all the materialistic books of our time put together. Raphael's Madonna would have no lasting value if there were no people to contemplate her. It is only through being contemplated by the world around it that a work of art acquires eternal value. It is not the work of art itself that is immortal, but the lasting feelings and sensations of those who enjoy it.

The artist has fulfilled his main task and exhausted his enjoyment before he begins to create, that is, to depict externally. Then he was in contact with the spiritual world, and for the true artist it is a sacrifice to shape his ideas into a solid form - his heart's blood is attached to them. Therefore, if you want to learn something about Raphael and Michelangelo in the Akashic Records, it is wrong to go to them yourself. You have to observe the people who lived in his time, who were influenced by him. It is much more necessary for humanity if we absorb spiritual truths with true devotion than if, for example, we make a donation that often only brings about an apparent happiness. Because if you look closely, you will see how often unhappiness arises from it in the next generation. These material things pass away, while spiritual truths remain permanently. There is a hundredfold more to be enjoyed spiritually now that we live in such a materialized atmosphere of thought, but it is far from being balanced.

Record D by Alice Kinkel

We may always have the attitude:

The All-Spirit is with me and He knows what is going on with me.

Wisdom, beauty, strength

are actually only present in the spiritual world; down here, only their reflection is present.

Anyone who utters the words: wisdom, beauty, strength, should be mindful that they are expressing a creed:

The reflection of wisdom down here is truth, that of beauty down here is piety, that of strength down here is virtue.

Wise Master – who is that? “In everything, in every leaf, the deity comes to meet me.”

Lucifer has almost complete control over the blood and thus over the human being; however, he cannot reach the nerves, muscles or bones.

Note A.

It has already been pointed out that in the days from December 24 to January 6, no occult meetings can take place in which the ritual is used. During the momentous thirteen days which close with the spiritual birth of the Christ, the wise Masters withdraw from the East in order to gather the strength which they radiate over Humanity during the rest of the year and which for us is the Wisdom we have to follow.

It has also been said many times that the symbols you see in our temple and the rituals performed in it do not arise out of nothing, but that they are deeply connected to cosmic constellations and regulated by laws that will be revealed in more detail later. They have been handed down to us from century to century from the mysteries of ancient times, so that they can form the right channels for the spiritual currents that the Masters of the East send down to us. They cannot therefore be explained or understood in any exoteric way. The wise Masters of the East are Beings belonging to the three higher worlds, working as it were in the past, in the present and in the future, and whom we can visualize in our mental image as above us when we utter our prayer. - The prayer follows: “Brothers of antiquity...”

One of the most important symbols is the three flames that stand on the altars of the East, West and South and to which our attention should be drawn first. In them we should see the symbols of wisdom, beauty and strength, but we should not understand them to mean worldly wisdom, worldly beauty and worldly strength. Wisdom is not to be found on the physical plane, and anyone who is involved in the occult life should make up his mind never to pronounce the word “wisdom” and think of it as the worldly wisdom that presents itself in the external sciences, for example, or that which is referred to as general knowledge. A learned person is not wise; a wise person does not need to be learned, and may even be a very naive person, but a wise person is one who keeps wisdom in his heart, who speaks and feels from his heart, as it were: I see my God at work in every petal – a person who senses and perceives his God in all of creation and feels connected to creation and the divine. But bear in mind that this does not mean that one should be a pantheist to do so; one must have a much more intimate mental image of such a person, an inexpressible feeling of being sheltered in the divinity of the world, which gives him peace and bliss in his being.

We must acquire such wisdom for ourselves, it must permeate our entire being so strongly that it is no longer possible for us to think that we are not always and forever surrounded and cared for by the spirit of the world, so that inner peace and security can no longer leave us.

Such perceptions and feelings will flow into us from the astral world, which consists of living, flowing, moving wisdom, which forms the background, the source of the nature that surrounds us, and which permeates the entire physical world. It is from there that we must draw the strength to become wise. It cannot be found in the physical world itself.

The beauty symbolized by the second flame also has nothing in common with the beauty in the world; it does not refer to any worldly object. To glimpse something of this beauty, we must turn our gaze to the starry night sky and immerse ourselves in it, so that we feel, as it were, that spiritual beings rule behind it. A deep, heartfelt piety should fill us with this. Or, when we experience a sunset and feel how the radiant orb sinks slowly below the horizon in a purple glow, so that the shadows grow longer and longer and finally nature all around is completely shrouded in darkness, then again a deep, and so strongly identify with the divine power in our soul that the inner sun will shine and radiate in our soul – just as the midnight sun can shine into the dark Christmas days for the student of occultism and the spiritual beings can be seen in their sublime beauty, in all their majesty. In this sense, we must think when we think and speak about beauty, and these thoughts, as discussed here, should transform the concept of beauty.

Beauty can be found in the lower Devachan, and there it flows down upon us from the beings in beautiful pictures and forms. But on this plane one also still finds the ugly, and that is precisely in what is often called “beautiful” on earth. We find every lie there as something ugly, and we can even find something beautiful in this world that is based only on illusion and delusion. For example, we find beautiful figures and forms there, even angelic figures created by black magicians, who thus envelop themselves as if in a veil to hide their own selfish goals. One can have come quite far in the esoteric life and in a certain life deal with magical arts or black magic; then such people can show themselves in the lower Devachan plan in such angelic forms, wrapped in a veil of beautiful garments. So there is no absolute, true beauty in this realm, and only genuine, heartfelt devotion can reveal the true devachanic beauty to us.

The third flame symbolizes power – again, not what we know as power in the physical world, but this power is said to flow from the higher devachan into the physical world and develop in people as “active virtue”. This is the virtue that consists in continually allowing our personality to recede, in fighting our ambition, especially when it expresses itself in wanting to shine with our gifts. It is this virtue that should make us aware that we rest in the Godhead, that we are only a small part of the true, great perfection, so that we feel how all vanity and pride are unreal, so that it would be foolish to want to be proud of something.

Particularly at the beginning of their occult path, people often become haughty or vain and proud; for example, when they start to notice small successes in themselves, they soon feel superior to others. But that is not the way to achieve active virtue. Nor will he find the way who seeks to impart his knowledge or powers to others, if he wants to teach what he has received of higher teachings himself, and if he then allows himself to be venerated by those to whom he imparts something. These vices are great obstacles which man himself places in his own way. But also those who offer such adoration place these obstacles in the way of the esotericist. By combating these vices in the physical world and constantly guarding against falling prey to them by practicing “active virtue,” the power found in the higher Devachan as a sum of high spiritual beings will flow into us as spiritual strength and strengthen our inner being.

Notes B by Unknown

The reason why in the days from December 24 to January 6 (the day of Epiphany) there is no ceremony at the meetings of our occult brotherhood is that those whom we call the wise masters of the East withdraw to the sanctuary during this time to gather forces there, which are then given to all of humanity as well as to our occult fraternity in a new strength.

When we see ourselves surrounded by all the symbols that confront us in our Masonic temple, we should always remember that we are not dealing with imaginative things, but with something very real. We should remember that through these symbols the powers of the wise masters of the East flow to us.

When we look up to those who have guided us from the beginning of the world through the Saturn, Sun and Moon periods, we turn to those whom we call the Brothers of Antiquity and pray: “Brothers of Antiquity”.

Then we look up to those who guide our present development, and so we call upon them: “Brothers of the Present”.

And those who will be the guides and leaders of humanity in the times to come, we address as brothers of the future and pray: “Brothers of the Future”.

As we now offer our prayer, and indeed already before that, we turn our gaze to the three lights that are lit on the three altars: on the altar of the East, from which we shall receive wisdom, on the altar of the South, from which we shall receive beauty, and on the altar of the West, from which we shall receive strength. Let us now take a moment to consider the three words “Wisdom, Beauty and Strength” in their actual meaning. These three words were known in all mysteries and it was known that all progress is based on them, but the one who uttered them knew that their true meaning cannot be found in the physical plane. What we feel here are only mirror images that are reflected back to us from the spiritual world. Wisdom can only be found on the astral plane, beauty on the lower devachan, strength on the higher devachan.

What we find as wisdom on the astral plane is reflected for us as truth; the beauty that can only be found in the lower devachan is reflected for us as true piety and the strength in the higher devachan as active virtue. We should therefore get into the habit of using the word wisdom only in its true sense, as the truth of thinking; what is usually called wisdom in relation to external knowledge is not wisdom. A wise person is one who looks at the world and feels the God in every plant, every flower petal, not in a pantheistic sense, but feels the rule and work of the world spirit. This can be done even by the most naive mind, and only a person who feels this way can truly be called wise.

If we now bear in mind that we are always surrounded by this world spirit, then we also know that we stand before this world spirit as we really are, not as we want to appear before the world through dishonesty and untruthfulness. In the higher worlds, there is nothing that can hide our vices from us. There we stand completely abandoned by everything we have surrounded ourselves with here as deception; lies and dishonesty have no access to the higher worlds. These words do not even exist there because the qualities are simply not present.

And if a person were really so bad that he did not bring a single good quality from his past life on earth, he would not even be able to enter the lower Devachan, but would have to reincarnate as soon as possible.

Therefore, before a person can enter the higher worlds, he must discard all his vices when passing through Kamaloka. There he must discard everything that is false, insincere, and so on; he cannot take any of that with him, because only good is accepted in the higher worlds, because there is no evil there. When he returns to a new incarnation, he takes up all his passions and faults again as his karma, which he must shed in a new incarnation.

Beauty is what radiates down to the physical plane as true piety. When we look up into the night sky, we should not only see the stars as such, but we should sense in them the divine spiritual beings that are hidden behind them. A feeling of deepest piety should permeate us. And when we watch a sunset, we should think that as the sun goes down, another sun, a spiritual sun, may arise in this darkness, one that shines and glows more brightly than the physical sun that has just disappeared before our eyes, the midnight sun.

We must feel and sense this in every moment. This is what radiates from the spiritual world as true piety, which lives up there as beauty. This beauty is hidden from us as if behind a veil; we do not see it until we are prepared for it, until we have abandoned our vices. For example, lying would appear here as ugliness, and everything we perceive as beauty or believe we see before we are fully worthy to enter the sphere of beauty, what we see as angelic figures, as beautiful, sublime images, all this is deception. We only come to true beauty through true piety.

But it may happen that a person in the period between death and a new birth has, due to special circumstances, been allowed to see this beauty, even though he himself was not pure. From that he has received great strength, so much so that in a new incarnation he is able to weave a garment for himself that surrounds him with radiant beauty. He can do that, but it is not true, it is a lie. He then appears before the eyes of the world in this radiant garment, but anyone who can see behind it knows that it is the work of the devil. This really happens, and there are many such people.

What shines down as strength onto the physical plane is understood there as what is called morality and virtue. Only those who have developed these qualities can hope to penetrate into the higher Devachan. The higher worlds reject everything that does not belong there. All the egoism, ambition, vanity, anxiety and fear that we bring with us cannot enter there, and man must learn to understand that these qualities mean great foolishness on the higher planes.

Nevertheless, there is a certain difficulty for those who are already a little more developed, so that they can and may receive occult truths and share them with their fellow human beings. Very easily, a feeling of personal veneration and worship arises among their listeners, and this can lead to these qualities, which they thought they had discarded, awakening anew in them despite their earlier higher level. Everyone must free themselves from this, then the recognition from the earlier worlds will radiate down as strength.

So when we pronounce the three words “wisdom, beauty, strength”, we must get into the habit of feeling them as forces that radiate down from higher planes and are reflected on the physical plane. And we must develop through truth and piety and virtue, then we will find these again in the spiritual worlds as wisdom, beauty and strength.

When the student in the mysteries uttered these three words, he thereby expressed his creed, which was as follows: I know that behind the physical world there is a spiritual one, but that wisdom can only be found in the astral plane. I know that behind the physical world there is a spiritual one, but that beauty can only be found in the lower Devachan. I know that behind the physical world there is a spiritual one, but that strength can only be found in the higher devachan plan.

So we now ask those whom we address as the brothers of the past, present and future to light the lamps of their wisdom, beauty and strength in us and so invoke them:

Brothers of the past...
Brothers of the present...
Brothers of the future...

C. Notes from the estate of Elisabeth Vreede

If we now move from the form of these symbols to their meaning for our inner being, then we must not think of worldly wisdom, worldly beauty or worldly strength when we hear the words “wisdom”, “beauty” and “strength”.

Wisdom cannot be found on the physical plane. Here everything is Maya, and in reality, man sees everything upside down here. If one were to believe that wisdom could be found somewhere on the physical plane, one should always be aware that it only appears to be wisdom on the outside, but is not wisdom in reality. Where we think we see life, there is decay; where there seems to be decay, there new life is hidden. And so we can never meet wisdom in that which presents itself to us on the physical plane. Everyone who is involved in the occult life should make it a point never to utter the word “wisdom” in ordinary life without considering that they only understand worldly wisdom, for example, the wisdom that we encounter in science or that which is generally referred to as erudition. A learned person is therefore not wise; a wise person does not need to be a scholar, and can even be a rather naive person who is far removed from all learning. A wise person is one who carries wisdom in his heart, who recognizes the wisdom that governs everything around him.

We can form a mental image of such a person looking at a green, juicy plant leaf; then, at the moment he looks at it, he would have the sensation that it is growing beyond itself, that it has the potential (ability?) within itself to become something completely different. The green plant leaf later becomes the colored petal of a flower; he sees in it the sprouting, sprouting life that wants to go beyond itself, and then he also feels sprouting life within himself. But suppose he sees a barren tree bark; then he would only be able to grow together with it by being overcome by something like a deathly mood. A learned person would be able to admire this bark; a wise person sees the dying of the tree in the bark. The wise person sees creation and decay everywhere, and in his heart he carries the feeling that tells him: I see my God reigning in every petal, I experience my God in all creation, and I feel inseparably connected to this God. One should not think that such a sage must be a pantheist; one should imagine a much more intimate connection between this sage and his God, an inexpressible feeling of being sheltered in the divinity of the world, a feeling that gives him peace and bliss in his being. (The archetype of Felix Balde has evidently been described.)

This is the wisdom we should acquire, which should permeate our entire being in such a way that it becomes impossible for us to imagine ourselves for even a moment outside the world spirit, but we are then aware of being surrounded and protected by the world spirit. Inner peace and inner security can no longer leave us. We feel that we are standing in it forever.

Such feelings should flow into us from the astral world, for there we find the living, ruling wisdom that forms the soil and the source of the surrounding nature and permeates the whole sensual world.

He who aspires to become true in thought, who in everything he does or wills, rises to the ruling, active wisdom, in order to draw the truth from it, will receive the power from the astral world and become wise.

The beauty symbolized by the second flame has just as little in common with worldly beauty as wisdom has with the wisdom of the world. This too does not refer to any worldly object.

Continuation of the postscript:

Especially at the beginning of their esoteric journey, people often become proud and vain, for example when they start to notice small successes in their exercises, when images from the imaginative world begin to appear. Then they soon believe themselves to be superior to others, and they are inclined to talk about it to others. But nothing can hinder our progress as much as the lack of the ability to remain silent. Not being able to remain silent about one's exercises, not being able to talk about them where it is not appropriate, not being able to remain silent about secrets that have been shared with us means killing something in our etheric body. We kill the forces with which we had counted on to help us move forward, and we then have to renounce further progress.

But this is not the way to achieve “active virtue” when one begins to share one's knowledge with others. If someone begins to teach what he himself has received in the way of higher knowledge, and he allows himself to be approached by the worship that others offer him, then active virtue would turn into vice and hinder his progress. But also those who pay homage, who are so quick to put people on a pedestal, or who believe that they occupy a place of honor by practicing this or that activity, are also obstacles in the way of progress for the true esoteric. We should constantly face such vices, and we should always be on our guard against them by practicing and permeating ourselves with active virtue. Then the forces that can be found in the higher devachan as the high spiritual beings can flow down to us, and our inner being can be strengthened.

In the astral world, we find wisdom when we appropriate truth in thought. In the lower devachan, we encounter beauty. And in the higher devachan, we find exalted beings who will give us the strength to realize active virtue on the physical plane.

Notes from Nelly von Lichtenberg, Third Degree

We have the three companions within us. We should imagine that we were involved in this action. The resulting feeling of guilt is the right feeling, which enables us to understand the symbolism of this degree in a truly occult way.

We should imagine the first companion as being in our head, then let the sound

Jaobela

The second in the chest, then sound through with the words

Joabelo

The third in our body and limbs, then let it resonate:

Jaobelum.

We will then soon notice that forces are flowing out of us:
in the air above our heads as luciferic forces,
from the chest as Ahrimanic and Luciferic
and from the limbs into the earth as Ahrimanic forces.

One would then notice as a dark, fine echo from distant spaces the sacred word that is given to us for the time being for the lost creative word: (Mg. b. j.)

Notes A from the estate of Elisabeth Vreede

Through spiritual science, we get to know the human being, and through such knowledge we can develop further. A spiritual being accompanies us when we pass through the gate of death, and it shows us the way into the spiritual world, even in Kamaloka, just as we were supported and guided by our parents and the wider environment during our earthly existence so that we could find our way here. This angelic being gives us spiritual instruction, shows us our mistakes from a previous incarnation, points out how to correct them, and ultimately the person longs to descend back into the physical world to make up for what they previously lacked. We can call this angelic being our spiritual father, the fatherly element of our supersensible being.

But we also have a maternal element in the spiritual world, and that is the essence of all the forces from the spiritual hierarchies that enable us to surround ourselves with the forces - or to draw the forces to us - that we need to transform our shortcomings into abilities of the soul.

With this maternal shell and the paternal element, we have a shell in the spiritual world, a spiritual body, which becomes more pronounced the closer we get to the moment of our birth through our physical parents in the physical world, where we envelop ourselves with the inherited qualities of the physical line of our generation, within which we come into the world.

During the first years of childhood, the paternal and maternal elements work undisturbed in us, the paternal in the structure of our brain and nervous system, the maternal in our heart and blood system until the moment when the ego awakens in us, until we begin to feel like an independent being. Then we come into opposition to our spiritual father, then we no longer want to obey him, then we want to go our own way, then we betray our spiritual leader. And then we no longer follow the maternal element either, which wants to help us to achieve our moral improvement, to arrive at higher insights, but then we start to listen to the inherited qualities of our physical parents, then we follow our lower instincts. In doing so, we cause our spiritual mother suffering, constant gnawing pain; we are her pain child in the truest sense of the word.

From the seventh year onwards, our physical body already begins to decay because we then reject the spiritual healing powers. And even if we continue to grow, there is still decay. When we have reached our youth and conquered a place in the physical world, and usually united with another person with whom we think we complement each other, then we have arrived at the peak of our lives and know nothing of all the spiritual pain that is suffered on our behalf. For our spiritual father and our spiritual mother continue to look down on us and pass on the impulses that are usually not felt, but are never absent.

So we continue to decline and seek opportunities to take with us at death those powers that are supposed to ensure us an eternal existence. If someone does not encounter the Christ Impulse in his further life – if he absorbs nothing of it within himself – he has during his life absorbed only death-bringing forces, and in future incarnations he will be born with disease-causing forces of decay.

How will he be able to resist these forces of decay? Only the power of Christ can give him the incentive to stand up against these forces and show him the way to do so. Before the Christ descended to earth, it was a sad world on earth, and six hundred years before the birth of Christ it was not yet certain that he would descend. The Buddha sensed this, and so he was able to proclaim that the world was like a charnel house, that everything would be suffering, pain, and so on. And it was again the Buddha who showed himself when the Christ Child was to be born, in order to receive the Christ Being, who settled in the astral body of the Luke-Child Jesus, and it was his voice that called: Glory to God in the highest heavens, peace on earth!

He who takes in the power of Christ, which will one day permeate everything, will be born with the ability to take in redemptive powers, through which he will ultimately be able to achieve his goal as a human being.

What has been communicated here in this way is nothing other than the content of the Parzival saga. Where Parzival leaves his father, where he disobeys his mother Herzeleide and follows his own inclinations and enters the world to gain experience, where he participates in Arthur's Round Table, that is what has been explained here before. King Arthur's Round Table represents the forces of decay, and only when one has realized this, when one encounters the fatally wounded Amfortas and becomes aware of what one has failed to do in life, only then is it possible to absorb the redemptive forces symbolized in the Holy Grail cup and to participate in the redemption of the earth.

Recordings B by Alice Kinkel, Second and Third Degree

We have been told in lectures and writings that man has a guide throughout his life who leads and guides him according to his karma. Now we add: This guide does not leave man when he passes through the gate of death. His angel also accompanies him into the spiritual world, so that man also has a guide between death and a new birth.

The relationship between this guardian angel and the person is paternal from birth to death. And the work that the angel does for the person is that it mainly forms our brain and nerves. Until the first years of childhood, our relationship with our angel is also unclouded. But then – from the moment we say “I” – comes the time when we betray the Father more and more!

And a maternal force also works on us, is in us, which forms the other organism, the blood and heart circulation – and which we condemn to suffering and pain with every movement, with every heartbeat.

We absorb destructive forces into ourselves throughout our lives in the physical body and are unable to transform them into forces of life. It is these forces of death that condemn our father and mother within us to suffering and pain. (I am not sure if this is correct.)

Everything that affects us from the outside world are destructive forces.

The path of man now goes so that he must become a disciple of a disciple of Arthur. If he can become a Parzival disciple and unites both together in himself, he will find the right way into the spiritual world.

In the thirty-third year, for example, the time will come for him to recognize what is necessary for his spiritual development and what sacrifices must be made for him by divine spiritual beings from the time of his birth until his death. 1912

Notes C by Amalie Künstler

If we look back to the early days of human development, we see that the human being, with his will and emotional impulses, was not yet in an earthly physical body as an ego-being. He was in a spiritual world as an ego-being. He could only arise as an individual ego-being after the father and mother were there to bring about an earthly body. When that was the case, he entered into earthly embodiments.

From that life in primeval times, where he was completely in the spiritual world, he always has a spiritual leader, a guardian angel, an Angelos, who guides the spiritual self of the person. This is his spiritual father. When a person passes through the portal of death, he is received by this being and guided in the spiritual world so that he can use the powers that have become his from his embodiment in a suitable way to build a suitable physical shell for himself for a new earthly embodiment. It is a relationship like that between a child and a father between the human being and this being.

This paternal power works in the new incarnation in such a way that it has a constructive effect on the brain and nervous system during the first years of childhood [approximately] up to the age of five. From then on, an inner ego power develops more and more in the human being, repelling this spiritual fatherhood. The human being betrays his father by increasingly absorbing what comes to him on the physical plane.

But the human being also has a spiritual mother. While still in the realm between death and birth, she forms a spiritual shell, astral body and etheric body, around the human ego before he enters physical existence. This spiritual mother works during life in the heart and blood system. She builds with spiritual forces on the human being. She herself comes from the worlds of the highest hierarchies. This spiritual mother suffers pain and sorrow through the human being when he enters into physical existence with his ego consciousness and absorbs into his soul the forces from this physical existence that kill and consume his body.

Man is a child of pain for this spiritual mother. She suffers through all the forces of death that man takes up in himself and that displace the forces she wants to give to man. These are the forces that come from heredity. These are the forces of original sin.

At the time of the change of teeth, around the seventh year, the human being has developed his physical form to such an extent that the etheric forces, acting from within, actually only expand the form, puffing it up. However, due to the impact from the physical world, these forces have become Luciferic forces, forces of death. And so, at this point, the dying of the human being actually begins from one side, while the spiritual mother forces always work against these dying forces.

In the middle of life, however, the forces of death have the upper hand. From then on, the human being just plods through life, towards death. He has received the mortal wound that he carries throughout his life because of the betrayal of his spiritual father and the pain and suffering he has inflicted on his spiritual mother.

Only through the Mystery of Golgotha can the strength be found to save man from falling more and more prey to these forces of death in the further course of his incarnations. There, at the Mystery of Golgotha, the new spiritual life force descended upon the earth; the Christ brought the spiritual power of the sun down to earth and gave it to the earth and to humanity at the Mystery of Golgotha.

And man, when he unites with the forces of Golgotha, can receive these new spiritual powers in his physical and etheric bodies. These powers are contained in the Holy Grail.

The resurrection body of Christ is composed of these forces. And this resurrection body of Christ is given for humanity in the times following the Mystery of Golgotha until the end of the development of the earth, like a seed, so to speak, for a renewed earth and humanity.

It is said that this seed is hidden in the Holy Grail, in the vessel into which Joseph of Arimathea caught the blood of Christ that flowed from the wounds on the cross. From this vessel, Christ gave the disciples the bread and wine at the Last Supper. And this vessel was lifted up from the earth into the spiritual heights of the ether. This vessel, the Holy Grail, was then carried by angels to Europe. This points to the mission of the European peoples, who were to be the first bearers of the Christ impulse.

All that I have just mentioned is enshrouded in the mystery of the Parzival saga. Parzival is abandoned by his father. His mother, the sorrowful mother, heartache, wants to keep him from the forces of the outside world that belong to heredity. He breaks away from her when he sees the knights and follows them. He comes to the court of King Arthur. This is what lives in the physical culture. Arthur is a historical fact, but spiritually he is to be understood in such a way that he symbolizes the pure physical. Parzival marries the daughter of King Arthur. But then the longing of his soul drives him to the Grail.

Six hundred years before, the descent of the Christ from the spiritual realm of the sun had not yet been fully determined in the spiritual world, however strange that may seem. Hence the sorrow of the Bodhisattva, who had become Buddha, and the instruction to save himself as quickly as possible through reincarnation. For if the Christ did not come, he would have to look upon an Earth world that would increasingly become a field of corpses, where only the forces of death prevail. That is what would have happened without the Christ Impulse. That is why Buddha says: old age is suffering, death is suffering, and so on.

We are now at the beginning of a time when humanity will divide into two parts: those who have taken up the Christ impulse, even if only initially through feeling and sensation, and thereby will have brought fresh life forces to themselves, which will carry them through the gateway of death. For only the mineral physical body falls away at death; the spiritual powers of the physical body remain with the person. He takes them with him into the spiritual world, and out of these human powers, quickened by the Christic forces, the soul then builds in the spiritual world, with full consciousness, the new body for the following incarnation. A body that is more and more a true servant and tool for the work within the physical world. It will be a healthy and powerful body.

But those who have not taken in the new spiritual life forces, who have not overcome the forces of death, who have not transformed them in this life on earth, will also be unhealthy, withered and powerless in their bodies.

Notes by D. Elisabeth Geering-Christ

When the human soul leaves the physical plane after death, it is guided by a spiritual guide, since without one it cannot find its way either into Kamaloka or into the spiritual world afterwards. This spiritual guide has a relationship with the human soul that is similar to that of a father with his child on the physical plane. This spiritual guide is identical with the being referred to in ancient religions as a guardian angel.

In the very earliest years of childhood, the soul continues to have the same relationship with the spiritual guide as it had before re-embodiment on the physical plane. This relationship continues until the moment when the child experiences its first sense of self-awareness and from that moment on is able to remember. Then the soul betrays the spiritual guide by rebelling against the guide and striving to go its own way, as the clairvoyant can observe.

At this point, the peak of physical growth coincides with the beginning of decadence, i.e. the process of dying. The first beginning of this process can already be seen when the teeth change.

Consequently, the spiritual “mother” experiences heartache at the same time, worry about the child's future. Everything related to the brain for the edification of the physical body or nervous system is fully realized under the spiritual guidance of the “father”. Everything related to the blood system, with its seat in the heart, comes from the power of the spiritual mother. Man would fall completely into decadence if he did not seek the healing powers capable of transforming the dead matter into new life by other means. These powers must be sought in the event of Golgotha and were brought to the Occident through the secrets of the Holy Grail and preserved by it. The Parzival legend is nothing more than the imprint of what has just been said.

Titurel is the guardian of the Holy Grail, the spiritual guide of whom was spoken at the beginning. Amfortas, as uncle - our sufferings, which can only be healed by the secret of the Grail. The Grail saga indicates the path we have to follow. We ourselves must become Parzival in all things of existence, bringing the activity of Arthur into our spiritual life. We must become Arthur-Parzival brothers and thus join this Rosicrucian, Grail brotherhood. (That is why Parzival's mother's name was Herzeleide.

Notes by E. von Rudolf Meyer

When a person passes through the gate of death, they must also have a guide there. He is not alone, but precisely as he is here our human spirit, he is after death. He finds there a leader commensurate with his individuality, a guardian angel, whom he also has here in the physical life; and he is with him in the spiritual world all the time, even very soon during the Kamaloka period.

When a person is now ready for a new incarnation, and if he has a strong will to do so, because he is driven to make amends for many things, he draws forces from the astral and ethereal world and descends to the parental couple, thereby attracting whatever inherited qualities are present - that is the concept of original sin.

Just as we can now describe the guardian angel as the paternal element, so the forces from the astral and ethereal world are the maternal element. Much higher spiritual hierarchies work in this element, which the guardian angel also brings with him, than in the paternal element. Thus man passes through birth into existence, and we see how he, as a child, lives entirely in the pure supersensible forces until the time when he begins to slowly unfold his own ego. Then, little by little, the child's own ego rebels more and more against the guardian angel; this betrays the child, the paternal element.

It absorbs more and more of what is around it, what is imprinted on it through education and so on. There is now a constant rebellion against the guardian angel, against the paternal forces.

We now know that the paternal forces build up the physical body, the brain and the nervous system, while the maternal forces build up the blood circulation, the heart and everything connected with it.

The fact that from a certain point onwards the human being is constantly rebelling against the paternal element brings suffering and pain to the maternal element.

It is a faint reflection on the physical plane when a mother has a problem child.

This rebellion continues until the time when man again begins to slowly develop the descending forces in himself. He does not know this outside in life, and if he knew it, he would be close to despair; therefore it is hidden from him by the Guardian of the Threshold. He is again heading towards decay, and we can see how, from the middle of his life onwards, man just plods along and is no longer able to absorb anything small.

From a certain point onwards, the dying forces within a person become like a mortal wound.

What have I actually given you here? Nothing other than the Parzival legend. We see young Parzival entering life, soon to be without a father. His mother is called Heartache, which is the painful spiritual world of the human being. He takes up life, betrays his father, causes his mother heartache and follows the knights, that is, the external forces that come from heredity. And then he comes to the court of King Arthur, that is, he gets to know the outer world. He marries the daughter of King Arthur, that is, he loses himself completely to the outer world.

Then comes the moment when he sees and recognizes all the sins he has committed: he has betrayed the paternal element and caused the mother heartache. This is how he becomes Parzival, a disciple of the Grail, bearing the mortal wound of dying forces.

Through spiritual science, people are now to take on new strength in order to bring stronger forces with them for the next incarnation, forces that are more suited to physical life; for all the illness and weakness of the body that is present now comes from these dying forces from previous incarnations.

If human beings were only exposed to these forces, they would soon live in a world completely doomed to death. Six hundred years before Christ, it was not yet determined even in the spiritual world whether the Christ would really come to earth.

When Buddha taught: “Old age, sickness and death are suffering,” he foresaw a field of corpses on which later humanity would have to live. But then the Christ came and descended in the Jesus of Nazareth, and the individuality of the Buddha reappeared, as we know, not in the flesh, but it outshone the Jesus child of the Gospel of Luke, and the shepherds as a symbol proclaimed to men the revelation from on high: And peace to those of good will.

And then came the Mystery of Golgotha, which planted in the earth the impulse for humanity to absorb new forces and conquer death.

The physical body as such is only Maya. Reality is the spiritual forces that build it up; these are the life forces. The physical body contains the bodies of death. Man can receive these spiritual powers, the life forces, through the impulse of the Mystery of Golgotha. Even when the physical body falls away at death, these spiritual powers remain with man, and from these he consciously builds the new body for the next incarnation, which then works in this incarnation and gives the strength to consciously master life on the physical plane.

People should build railways, airships and so on, but with the forces of life, with soul-pure powers. They should not only be Parzival, but also Arthurian knights, also take in the outer environment, but carry out of the spiritual world that which is true life.

Notes (excerpts) from the estate of Elisabeth Vreede

First degree

There are two poles in man. One is that of materialism, the other that of spiritual life. Great materialists, such as Haeckel, are so rabid against all spiritual movements because by strengthening one pole they simultaneously strengthen the other pole internally; they instinctively oppose this, and that makes them such fierce opponents of all spiritual movements. It is like a telegraph line: a wire goes visibly through the air, connecting the two endpoints. At these two ends, plates are set into the ground, and below the earth's surface, invisible, the current returns, so that the circuit is closed.

First degree

Lucifer and Ahriman are particularly active in modern life through new inventions such as airships and so on. As a result, the earth is becoming more and more isolated from space, turning it into an island in the cosmos. In the past, spiritual beings from other planets could still influence the mystery sites and the like on earth. When air travel becomes more widespread, even Martians will no longer be able to endure the Earth's atmosphere.

Lucifer also works through the one-sidedly conceived system of Copernicus, which also has the tendency to close off the Earth.

Ahriman works in the art of printing, in the mechanical reproduction of the written word. Only by writing books as a sacrifice can one counteract this.

Second degree

There is a threefold human being, consisting of a head, left and right halves. The head or main man is the sign we bear of Lucifer, the left man of Ahriman, the right half of man of the earthly (?) gods. So is our [Masonic] temple: the head is in the south, the left side in the west, the right in the east.

As a goal of many gods, man stands in the world; for whoever searches behind the sensual world does not find unity, but multiplicity, a multiplicity of beings. It is therefore maja to want to reduce everything higher to a unity. There is indeed a unity, but it is the goal of multiplicity, the goal of those beings, and that is man. The question of monadism (= pluralism) or monism (= unity) makes no sense outside of earthly life. There is multiplicity of origin, unity of goal. The fact that Leibniz viewed the world in monadic terms was because he was more under Ahriman's influence; Hegel adhered more to unity because he was more inspired by Lucifer.

Third degree

Man was originally destined to be a being that would attain knowledge through his breathing process. With the air, he would have simultaneously taken in and recognized the spiritual. Luciferic temptation has taken that away from him, and instead of this, knowledge had to be taken in through the brain and the sense organs. These are basically very unsuitable for this. Our whole head with the sense organs has been put over us by Lucifer.

Far better organs in this respect are the (etheric) hands (in connection with the heart) and even the feet. Just as two images are created in the brain by the crossing of the optic nerves, which together give a correct image, so in the spiritual world one can conduct research by perceiving with each of the hands individually and then bringing the two images together; in this way one gets the most accurate image.

The eyes, the brain and the other organs were originally intended, when breathing was first known, to be only a sounding board for knowledge. They would then not have taken in the outside world as it is now the case, but what would come in through inhalation would have been reflected by them on exhalation and thus brought to perception, to consciousness. As a result of the influence of Lucifer, these organs then had to change from reflecting to absorbing organs, which allow the world to flow into them from outside.

Man lives on earth in the midst of the activity of the gods. The laboratory of the gods is the earth. Man is a spectator of the work of the gods. Originally, however, it was intended that he should be a co-worker. The gods use the dust that man leaves behind after death, but it is not unimportant to them how this dust is made. Through lying and sinning, man spoils his dust, and the gods can no longer use it. Certain religious sects know this, and so, while speaking a lie outwardly, they inwardly revoke it so as not to spoil their dust. The lying world dust can no longer be used to build a new world, but is refused and eventually forms the moons in space.

Notes by Alice Kinkel, first degree

The first prayer distinguishes us from all other such endeavors, which are based on documents or on a traditional wisdom. We do not refer to anything like that, we only tie in with the work that has been done, with what has actually been achieved.

In the near future, among other things that will be undertaken against us, our occult movement will also be tried to be suspected and vilified, so we should know this, to which we are joining.

In the spiritual realm, a community like ours exists, but it has only as much justification as souls profess it as the truth. And if someone does not like something about it, they do not need to be part of it. We do not claim to be an order, a Rosicrucian movement or anything of the kind, but our aim is to represent the truth in such a way that we do not claim wisdom as our own, but we do want to appropriate the work that has flowed from it as wisdom.

Wisdom is there; there was an ancient wisdom treasure of humanity, as shown in the “Guardian of the Threshold” by the Grand Master. And how one has to relate to this, that is, how one advances in the occult life, is shown to us by Maria in the second scene with Thomasius. It would be more convenient to give a prescription for all, but it had to be shown in our Western movement how people of the special kind of Thomasius, Strader, Capesius and Maria go the initiation way.

“Compasses and Rule” means: We adopt your customs. Such prayers contain in words everything we need, as do the Mystery Dramas of Dr. Steiner. Every word is there in its place and full of occult meaning. Nothing, nothing is set and said for a reason other than its spiritual meaning and power, as it is.

The opponents of spirituality, such as Haeckel, carry their spiritual darkness deeply hidden within themselves and their rage and anger is actually directed against themselves. Because they cannot access their deepest soul life in life, they show themselves quite differently towards spirituality after death and are most easily summoned, for example, in spiritualistic séances.

Nietzsche is very interesting in this respect; he found it difficult to let go of his material side and that is why he presented such a strange picture to the seer during his illness. The man Nietzsche, this strange personality, lying on the sofa and the aura around him. The split in the ego comes to expression in such personalities; while the consciousness is materialistic, the subconscious is spiritual.

“Brethren of the Future…” – We have no name either, because Lucifer is the patron of every external foundation of an association or society.

Upon admission to the first degree, it is also said: The sign of the first degree will be the expression in the future of self-knowledge or of what is understood by “know thyself”.

Notes from Alice Kinkel Notes from various hours of the first, second, and third degree

When we turn the right angle, this significant sign, and then feel the repulsion of the forces in the etheric body, as well as in the thumb that was bent in this position, we begin to sense the forces that are at stake here.

Every word of the legend and every object in this room is of the highest importance: the image of the divine eye, the three candelabras, the carpet - everything, everything has significance.

In the current that is represented here, we have the transition of leadership and culture from the East to the West.

If we want to become discouraged, we have to realize how small and insignificant our own concerns are compared to the concerns the gods have for humanity.

The divine eye, that is, his image.

is not the name of God, but it means the presence of God.

is the divine as it flows in the universe.

is the divine as man becomes aware of it within himself.

Recordings B from the estate of Elisabeth Vreede

It is understandable that people strive to enter the spiritual world. Between the sixteenth and nineteenth centuries, this was very difficult, which is why we find so few direct communications from the spiritual world from that time. In our time and since the last third of the nineteenth century, however, it has been even more difficult to make the leap that takes a person out of their physical body and into the spiritual world. But once they have made it, it is easier to experience a lot in the spiritual world today than it was in the past.

In exoteric life, a person goes through the world and looks at water, for example. He can then describe it purely externally as a composition of hydrogen and oxygen and the like. But the esotericist, who begins to have some experience in the spiritual world, can feel the true nature of water quite differently. We know that the plant has an etheric body and is also surrounded by the astral. Water does not have an etheric body like plants, but consists of a vast number of elemental beings that permeate the water and actually constitute the water.

When an esotericist sees water rise in the form of fog vapor, or when he sees water being heated, he notices how these elemental entities are paralyzed, even killed. When the water cools down again, or when the rising mist forms clouds, from which lightning strikes and rain falls to the earth, he sees these entities revive and even reform. When they become sluggish or die off due to warming or vaporization, the elemental beings release seeds that in turn sprout when they cool down or condense. The countless births of elemental beings are associated with rain pouring down on the earth.

Therein also lies the secret of healing through water. Where warm water is used, there is the need to anesthetize, to neutralize the effect of the elemental beings. When cold water is used, the underlying need is to feel the stimulation of the life of all these emerging beings.

In the rising fog, the clairvoyant sees dying; as they become lighter to the physical eye, they become darker to the spiritual eye. And when lightning strikes the rain cloud and the rain pours down, the clairvoyant sees it as light pouring onto the earth. This is what the ancients experienced when they drank the Soma; they were in contact with the elemental world and saw the rain streaming down to earth like light.

Man breathes in and out air in such a way that for ordinary perception the inhaled air is the living air and the exhaled air is the killing air. But spiritually considered, inhalation is the death of the elemental beings of air, and with exhalation they come to life again. In the respiratory organs are the speech organs. Man uses these to express his soul or even just for ordinary conversation, but this is only so in a materialistic age. In the age that preceded the materialistic one, the speech organ was also a perception organ; it not only expressed what was in man, but while it pronounced the vowels A, I, U, man sensed the teeming elemental world around him. So too when he pronounced the word “Tao”; then he knew of the great spirit. This word, which was at the same time a spiritual perception, has been lost since the respiratory and speech organs became more independent from each other than they were back then.

Not only do we have a respiratory process in the lungs, but also in the eyes. Only that there is no air inhaled and exhaled, but warmth. When we see a red color, warmth is inhaled (red, orange, yellow). If a cold color such as blue, indigo or violet is perceived, then the eye [exhales]. That which underlies the eyes ethereally – just as air underlies the physical lungs – is warmth and is inhaled and exhaled. Basically, every sense organ is a respiratory organ.

Higher beings, who stand directly above man, have neither such eyes nor such language as man. They direct warmth somewhere, and a color lights up at that point. They express their essence in this way, and this is how they talk to each other. Anyone who has ever perceived colors in this vivid form feels pain when they see the solid colors that adhere to physical objects, just as the whole physical world initially pains them. The pain only stops when one learns to perceive colors morally. Then one perceives punishment for selfishness in red and the reward for overcoming selfishness in blue. Then the colors begin to speak a language that will also be the future language of people.

As people approach the Jupiter existence, their speech will increasingly become a form of perception; then the processes of breathing and speech will no longer be as separate as they are today. Vision and the sensation of warmth will also merge. It was necessary for the development of the independent self that these processes were separate for a time. If this had not happened, then the human being would always have perceived what was happening in his environment, but would not have come to self-awareness.

In the future, people will begin to feel a connection between the spoken word and colors. They will feel green when talking about unimportant things; yellow will arise when speaking selfishly; red will be there when fighting egoism.

This unity of the organs can basically only be achieved by understanding the mystery of Golgotha. Only that can enable us to feel the whole of nature morally. If you then look up at the clouds and see lightning shooting out of them, you will be able to see Christ in them in his etheric form. With the “clouds”, that is, with the elements, he comes in his spiritual form. This vision will occur to every person at some point, sooner or later. Only the Father knows the day and hour, as the Gospel says.

Recordings C by Alice Kinkel

Water is teeming with elemental spirits; when water is heated by fire, the elemental beings die.

People love cold water – for treatment and exercise – because they want to be stimulated by quite a few elemental spirits (when using cold water). When the water is heated, the elemental spirits die, but they deposit their germs in the water during heating, and when the water is then cooled, these germs come to life.

When fog or water vapor rises, the elemental beings withdraw from the earth.

When lightning strikes, fire is driven out (from the clouds). And then, when the rain pours down, the clairvoyant sees the rain streaming onto the earth like flowing light: a birth of numerous elemental spirits takes place.

We distinguish between coarser and finer breathing processes in humans: the larynx, skin breathing, speech and seeing. The human eyes are organs that also carry out breathing processes.

When we feel warmth, it is like inhaling red, orange, yellow (the opposite of what we experience in everyday life); blue and indigo are what we exhale, these are cold colors. If we experience colors in this clairvoyant way, they can cause us pain, these outer colors and the world.

The color red is felt like punishment for evil, which should be overcome; yellow indicates the selfishness of man, and blue indicates the heavenly, which we envision.

The human lungs are the organs with which we breathe air in and out; when we breathe in, we kill the elemental spirits; when we breathe out, we revive them.

Our eyes are also respiratory organs. They breathe out warmth and light; and that is what we then see as color in the objects and surfaces that the eye can see.

We will then experience the elemental world (as clairvoyants) in the flickering colors. We have to learn (recognize) how the gods speak. The gods speak in colors. We should gradually develop a sense for this language so that when we speak more for entertainment, we feel immersed in green; in yellow when we say very selfish words; in elemental red as a punishment for evil; and in blue when we turn to the spiritual. The elemental spirits thus admonish us to use language properly.

The Christ will later be seen in lightning and thunder, in the clouds of heaven; and so it will be when we first see him.

Water is water for the ordinary person, but for the esotericist it becomes a certainty that it is permeated and animated by elemental spirits. When there is fog or mist, the esotericist should feel that the elemental spirits withdraw from the earth. When water vapor rises, the clouds become darker and darker for the clairvoyant until they are completely black (these are the elemental spirits). Physically, however, the clouds appear light.

Holy service or esotericism gradually leads to vision. Only a few are called by grace, as elect, to see through Christ; the others must develop this through meditation and holy service. Day and hour for each one only the Father knows, but it will come for everyone.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

Notes from the estate of Elisabeth Vreede

What should be understood here is that this occult movement cannot be compared to any other in the world. Our present time brings with it numerous occult or semi-occult currents, but it should be understood that this movement of ours cannot be put on the same level as other movements, and that those who allow themselves to be included in it must feel responsible for the task that is thus imposed on them. One should learn to understand that an oriental view can never take root in Europe and that a case like that of the Japanese general Nogi, who committed suicide at the grave of his emperor, can show Westerners how alien the spiritual life of the Orientals must remain for them.

In his time, General Nogi had defeated the Europeans (Russians) with the means of modern culture, but the fact that Orientals have completely adopted our mechanical means does not constitute the basic principle of a mutual understanding of the soul.

(The rejection by Dr. Steiner of the Alcyone.)

(In Ram Mohan Roy and in Björnstjerna was the germ of the whole conflict between East and West that we are witnessing today in the Theosophical Society. This little episode contained the whole prehistory of the Theosophical Society, because Ram Mohan Roy was the founder of the Brahmo-Samaj, the true theistic sect - or rather association; this had as an offshoot the Arya-Samaj, and it was to join this association, expecting all salvation from it, that H.P. Blavatsky and Olcott went to India in 1878. The leaders of that movement received them on the arrival of the steamer, negotiated with them and finally abandoned them).

The last thing we have received from the Orient is Greek culture, which was temporarily carried as far as East Asian soil by Alexander the Great, but which was the last manifestation of truly oriental thought. Greece always had its eye on Asia and, spiritually, was to be regarded as an extreme corner of Asia. Today, there is a tendency to eliminate the study of classical antiquity from higher education; and it is to a certain extent justified for our present time to resist an education that is supposed to draw its strength from Greek wisdom that is not understood today. In the beginning, Romanism adopted some of Greek culture, but as soon as it began to spread across Europe by founding cities everywhere – that is, through external means of power – culture came to individual soil. The beginning of this Roman culture is still mythical and difficult for Westerners to understand. So the time of the seven kings, who are no longer considered historical figures. Numa Pompilius with the Sibyl indicates the transfer of ancient oriental wisdom to Europe, thereby drawing the line between this and the Latin wisdom that was to permeate European culture. Then came the time of the Republic, followed by the Caesars, and we can already understand these emperors in their work, while an Alcibiades is still the true fairy-tale prince for us. This epoch saw the development of Roman law, which later permeated all justice. Then came the papacy, which ruled the European world from Rome and reached its zenith in the time of Raphael and Michelangelo. The papacy is to be regarded as the last emanation of oriental responsibility - for the spiritual life of humanity - but now Romanism has come to an end. What you still find of it in Italy is little more than a museum. Now the responsibility passes to Europe.

That is what each of us should feel, standing in this temple. Until the nineteenth century, the East was morally responsible for the West, but that is over now. The task we have taken upon ourselves, upon entering this temple, is an enormous one. We may feel, in our ordinary life in the mundane world, that we are people who can put aside their human concerns and feel them as small compared to the concerns the gods have for people – such as bringing responsibility from the East to the West. We should feel this as a concern of the gods for people and our part in it.

Notes A from the estate of Elisabeth Vreede, Third Degree

The reason why it is so difficult to penetrate into the spiritual world is that our love for our personality is so great. Through the esoteric life, this love for the personality undergoes a transformation, so that a greater self-knowledge comes about. We begin to realize that we are very imperfect and very limited in our abilities. We feel that we cannot go beyond certain limits of our nature and that we have to be satisfied with ourselves as we present ourselves in this incarnation. In doing so, we release ourselves more and divert attention from ourselves more, which is an absolute necessity if we want to enter the spiritual world. We should strive to look at ourselves as we do when we enter Kamaloka after death and experience our life on earth as a memory.

In Devachan, we actually start putting together the possibilities for our next incarnation. We choose the body, the parents, the people where we want to spend the next incarnation. Yes, we even work from there on the composition of our future head, trunk and limbs, and the brain is formed in advance in such a way that it will determine whether we become a man or a woman. If we want to become a truly feminine person, then we shape our brain to be larger than the usual size; if we have a smaller brain, then we become a woman associated with masculine qualities. So we come into life with certain possibilities, and one feels that one can change little during life.

It has been said many times that we are now repeating the Egyptian-Chaldean age. The people of that time could not experience everything that today's people feel within themselves. Everything they did in their daily lives happened more through their feelings. They instinctively felt what they had to do; they would not have been able to think about it. For him, thinking was not something within himself, but he perceived what the gods were thinking for him. In the starry sky, they read like living thoughts, like characters, what was revealed to them through the constellations. The gods separated something of their own being so that people would be able to absorb and understand it. The stars in the sky were something material; hence it is said of the stars that they are dead or dying bodies of gods. There were certain times when one could feel something of the starry world, and especially when the stars were just beginning to appear, they became a meaningful script for the Egyptians. In this way, the ancient Egyptians were in touch with the spiritual world.

Today we have sunk even deeper into the material world, and the starry sky no longer has any meaning for us. Today we think a great deal. But where do all these thoughts come from, as if bubbling up from the depths of our being? They are memories of what the stars revealed to people in those ancient Egyptian times, which now arise chaotically within us and flow into our consciousness. What used to be outside of man as thinking and was reflected in the starry sky is now within us. Everything, even the most complicated invention, is a result of that ancient time when man did not yet think but performed his work on earth as the wasp does now. Wonderful buildings were also erected in those days, and what is being built now or is being delivered by science as knowledge is only a shadow of those ancient times. But everything that comes about in the material world has no significance, nothing lasting for the future, cannot be brought over to Jupiter; and the only way we can transcend this is to study spiritual science.

In ancient Persia, people did not need to be reminded of the gods by means of the starry sky; they only needed to be pointed to the spiritual behind the sun. They could still see the spiritual beings with clairvoyance, especially in the intermediate states between sleeping and waking.

The fourth period, the Greco-Latin period, stands alone; it does not merge into the fifth as in the third, but this self-contained period was such that its second part was reflected out of the first part. The people who were embodied in that second part of the fourth post-Atlantean period still had a memory from their life in the first part, so that Homer could describe himself as the previously incarnated Odysseus. In that time, which existed in itself, the souls incarnated in rapid succession and still brought their previous earthly lives with them as memories.

The second period will be reflected in the sixth and also the first in the seventh. But those people who do not now accept the Christ impulse, which alone can awaken the true memory of the spiritual existence, will experience an inner fear in the sixth period, an oppressive feeling of something that is there but which they cannot grasp. And in the seventh period, this will cause a complete destruction in the life of thought and feeling, which will manifest itself in the physical structure of the body.

Recordings B by Alice Kinkel

It is said that Christ died; then about Kepler, Odysseus, Homer, and also about the impact of first impressions in the spiritual world. Odysseus and Homer are the same individuality. He tells, in the second period of the fourth period, that is, as Homer, what he experienced as Odysseus in the first period of the second period.

During these periods, man was still in contact with the gods day and night and was surrounded by the living gods. The first period, of which we have spoken, will then reappear in the seventh period; the wisdom of the ancient Rishis.

But the masses of people who reject the spiritual life will dig the great grave for everything spiritual in this last period, and over the great field of corpses will then stride the small group that must save the spiritual life into a new culture. But the other people will be like automatons; such bodies will walk on earth; then comes the new time. Five thousand years must have passed beforehand.

A tremendous depression, that is the first impression one has in the spiritual world when one is outside of one's body. One now sees, when the body is discarded, all the weaknesses that one has and all the possibilities for changing what one has done in life and what one has not done in the body. And it becomes difficult for the person to understand that all this must now remain so until the next incarnation; because between death and a new birth we can no longer change anything, we can only recognize the mistakes.

And that is the meaning of the ritual of the third degree.